Junkyard Bliss

Spin

2010-05-06T21:17:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow

2010-04-27T15:51:00.000-07:00

Into the void

2010-04-15T19:44:00.000-07:00

Cheer up Charlie

2010-04-03T15:12:00.000-07:00

Dorothy & Toto?

2010-03-29T23:26:00.000-07:00

Vampire boy

2010-03-21T23:28:00.000-07:00

Or that's what I think he looks like.

Tea Party Curio Box

2010-03-16T19:15:00.000-07:00

This makes me just drool. Can someone get me this? Pleeease? Sure I could bake up a storm and make my own take on this but it just looks so delicious.

You can find the Tea Party curio box at - Bakelab

You know I haven't even watched Alice in Wonderland yet...

Nervous nelly

2010-03-10T13:53:00.000-08:00

I get so nervous before critiques in my lighting class it just kills me. After the first set of photos are shown I start debating with myself if I should duck out of the room or not. It always goes surprisingly well though so I don't know when I'll get over my initial nerves. Maybe that's just part of showing your work, "Oh god please like it. You better like it. I'll fuckin' hit you if you don't." Ehem. Kidding kidding.

Oh moped

2010-02-26T21:39:00.000-08:00

I'd love to own one someday. Pink of course and pink helmet.

FOCUS

2010-02-12T22:09:00.000-08:00

I want to write. It's like my fingers are itching but unable to put pen to paper. I'm constantly distracting myself with little tasks here and there. I have to get to work!

Like spending an hour changing backgrounds on this blog only to choose what I began with.

Oh I so did

2010-02-06T20:45:00.000-08:00

And bashed my head into the wall too I did. *sigh*

Well that's one assignment down, three to go.

It's just a swish & flick

2010-01-30T16:07:00.000-08:00

Todays consists of Harry Potter movies, beer nuts (Almonds are delicious!), and homework. 100+ pages needed to be read!

Can we have a direct line to your floater?

2010-01-29T23:44:00.000-08:00

Two things

1) I don’t look forward to my lighting class at all. He feels like the kind of teacher that has this exact image in his head and if you don’t hit it you’re wrong, which really takes the art out of art. If that makes sense.

2) I’d like to bleach my hair white. I’ll give myself a week or two to let the idea sink in and scrape up money to get it done. Yes I will go to a salon. I do know how to bleach my hair but I might get some sudden burst of inspiration that I can’t accomplish with my unsteady hands. Such as read streaks in the white, I’d be a giant peppermint!

I think that’s a sign for me to be heading to bed.

Off with her head!

2010-01-26T19:21:00.000-08:00

I got a new book. I have a strong love for fairy tales and children’s stories but always feel slightly stupid in comparison to others. I don’t really like much books at my age level.

Pink bike

2010-01-23T13:12:00.000-08:00

2010-01-18T21:46:00.000-08:00

The portfolio day overall was a great experience and I got a lot of good opinions. I feel I know where I need to improve on and what I should experiment more with. There was only one comment that irked me and it was about this photo. The reviewer told me if I was one of her students and she saw this photo she’d pull me aside and ask me if I was OK and if there was some trouble. I mean yes that’s pretty nice of her but it just bothers me, I’ve had a past of these kinds of things my work showing me as some troubled individual. Ok Ok, I’ll admit I have been quite depressed the past while yes but my work is not a warning sign. This photo is because I adore horror movies, the make -up blood and guts work in them is just so amazing to me. Oh that doesn’t sound terribly morbid…

I don’t know if I got my point across correctly. Despite that I’m always in my pieces it’s not about me, it’s about the character and I’m not the character.

Could I have a cupcake?

2010-01-14T21:53:00.000-08:00

Truthfully I'm quite happy that Christmas break is over. It was terrible. I can't wait to start working again and getting my hands on studio lights. *drools*

Photoshop

Studio lighting

Basic design

Photography history

My brain's going to explode!

Ra

2010-01-12T20:54:00.000-08:00

I haven't written in forever!

2009-12-03T22:50:00.000-08:00

Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?

2009-11-29T14:28:00.000-08:00

So about 2 weeks ago I was taking a shower and thought to myself, "Hey why don't you stop taking sleeping pills?" And of course the first reply back was, what are you fucking crazy? I've been taking these things for months, every night like they were vitamins. Did you remember to take your pills tonight? Upset? Hey take 4-5 nobody's looking. But I convinced myself to just try it one night, just one night.

I woke up the next morning feeling better than I had in months. A ton of energy, in a great mood, a skip in my step, all that good shit.

And then came hell. After the second night I got hit with something that felt like the flu and then the next day I got my period and then the next day I got a flu shot. So I was a little ball of ache and bloaty-ness for a week but I kept my head clear. No sleeping pills. Focus on your work. Focus on your work.

I slipped up. Last Sunday night. I felt so overwhelmed, so upset, so awful, so all other damn words that point to sad. I don't even know why I was if you asked me. I honestly don't. I took 2 and woke up the next morning like the biggest failure that's ever walked the Earth. How could I just give in like that, I had been doing so well just to toss it away. For most of this week I've felt pretty embarrassed and disappointed in myself. That once proud feeling I had after the first night without felt like a fucking joke.

On the upside it has given me stronger motivation to stop than ever but even though I haven't since then it still feels like a huge blotch on my record.

One night at a time.

Ah fuck I can't help it.

2009-11-25T23:49:00.000-08:00

Godzilla 2000

2009-11-14T22:23:00.000-08:00

Today has been a really good day. And for no real reason. There have been little ups and downs and really it was your average day but for once.... I honestly feel really great.

Cleans up nice

2009-11-10T19:57:00.000-08:00

When you're done with it just throw it away.

Slide 7: Behind the scenes

2009-11-07T20:09:00.000-08:00

I've realized that I've lost myself over the years. I've stopped making decisions for myself and have just gone with the flow of everything. No no no don't worry about me it's about you. How's every little thing? Are you ok? Nah don't mind me. Whatever. I've lost faith in myself. It feels like I'm not even part of my own life. And you know what? I'm fucking tired of it.

I'm finding the girl I lost.

This was freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.

2009-11-03T21:03:00.000-08:00

Something about these shots today really reminds me of Fight Club.
Which has in turn made me think about things for a bit.

Color Assignment

2009-11-02T21:59:00.000-08:00

Complimentary colors - Red & Green

Analogous Colors - Red, Purple, & Blue

Monochrome colors - Pink (black & white)

Bad idea

2009-10-30T20:35:00.000-07:00

I finally ate a whole meal and now I feel like I'm dying. Ugh. Out out out.

Nonsense

2009-10-28T21:33:00.000-07:00

I want to sleep in my make-up I'm so tired.

I feel incredibly guilty that I had 2 cokes today. I feel like I had just kicked a puppy or something. How dare I have that 2nd coke. What kind of monster are you?! I dunno, I just needed to say it.

Slide 6: Inner workings

2009-10-27T14:25:00.000-07:00

I can hear my heartbeat in my right ear and it's driving me crazy. It has no rhythm it's just random.

Hidden under the bed.

2009-10-26T09:34:00.000-07:00

I am sad.

Slide 5

2009-10-22T20:41:00.000-07:00

Fuck.

Slide 4: Good morning

2009-10-20T20:31:00.000-07:00

I wonder if these should go on Flickr?

Slide 3: Remnants of a hawk

2009-10-19T10:27:00.000-07:00

I think this will become another side project of mine. Along with my shot of the day I will throw up these "slides" of just random shots throughout the day. Some may have descriptions & titles some probably won't. It's mostly to get an even better handle on how my camera works.

Remnants of a hawk: This is how my hawk looks naturally in the morning. Although I did already straighten the sides the hawk part still remains it's naturally curly self. Good morning world. Wow my fish tank looks full of piss.

Slide 2

2009-10-18T17:50:00.000-07:00

Slide 1

2009-10-18T17:02:00.000-07:00

Hey!

2009-10-15T16:43:00.000-07:00

Hey.....hey you... wake up! Let's go!

Stomping on landmines

2009-10-14T13:04:00.000-07:00

The downside of chugging down a monster is the big fuck you your bladder gives you 10 minutes later.
"La la la la oh god my insides!"

I should have a twitter for these gems of knowledge.

Dance with me

2009-10-11T22:45:00.000-07:00

Hey you, yes you! You should listen to this : Really great stuff Why, you ask. Because I think it's awesome and I carefully picked it out. So sit back and enjoy!

I'm real confused

2009-10-07T20:56:00.000-07:00

And I'm not sure what the next step is.

Awake.

2009-10-01T16:25:00.000-07:00

It was another ordinary night. Stumble into the apartment. Lock the doors. Empty your pockets. Pass out on the bed. I woke up to the stale taste of dead air and what looked like sunrise pouring into the windows.
Odd. I never wake up this early. I'm not even tired.
After a quick shower I walk into the kitchen to make a bowl of cereal but the milk's gone bad. Whatever I'll grab a coffee on my way to work. The whole building is eerily silent. This doesn't feel right. I wait 5 minutes for the elevator before I say fuck it and walk over to the stairwell. It's chained shut. What's going on? The elevator dings and the doors open. Ok finally. The downstairs lobby looks dirty, dusty, the lights are flickering. My instincts tell me to turn right back around but my curiosity gets the better of me.
The place is a wreck. Is that blood? I need to get out of here.
The front doors are chained shut as well but the glass in the frames are broken.
The sky is a greenish brown and the regularly busy streets are completely empty.
How long have I been asleep?

And away I go!

2009-09-15T22:16:00.000-07:00

Digging through old images. I'm not resizing it >.>

Dig dig dig

2009-09-11T09:16:00.000-07:00

Hey you were right this does look neat.

Sunday Morning comics

2009-09-06T18:12:00.001-07:00

Here are 3 great web comics that you've probably already heard of!

Idiot comics

Experience Points

Amazing Super Powers (possibly my favorite)

Hey Hey now

2009-09-04T23:02:00.001-07:00

Changes whoa whoa whoa.

Post 88

2009-08-31T18:16:00.000-07:00

So I guess this is more of a confession than anything.

I can't sleep without sleeping pills. I simply can't. From the transition from half a pill to 3 or 4 to 5 or 6. And I will always push this off to the side with a "Don't worry about it, I know what I'm doing." No I don't. But do you really think I'm going to ask for help? No. I feel too guilty to ask someone to help me out. Can I be a total burden for you? Will you stay awake with me because I can't sleep?
Am I asking for help? Is this even serious enough to ask for help?

That's it.

Note to self

2009-08-28T11:51:00.000-07:00

Be an old woman & put quarters in your wallet. Fuck you dollar AND FIFTY CENTS drink machine. Fuck you.

Potatochips & Oniondip (Pt. 1?)

2009-08-27T11:31:00.000-07:00

As a side side side side project I've been playing a bit of WoW in my free moments. And hey it's still fun. I'm not going to go into the whole, "Isn't it amazing that this five year old game is so impressive?" Because I can wave around my copy of MGS and say the same thing. I love your sense of wonder Snake, I really do. Anyways yes, I've started anew deciding to go Horde instead of Alliance (because that's all I've ever played now shut up) and rolled myself a big fat cow lady (chose to play a Tauren) hunter and named her Potatochips.

I've ran around the awesome drum beat land of the Tauren. Got my faithful turtle in Belf land. Danced with Undead in Silverpine. And punched some lions in the face in Hillsbrad.

Potatochips
Level: 25

(This will be more interesting later... maybe. Oh fuck you.)

MY BANNER ROCKS YOUR FACE!

2009-08-26T21:01:00.000-07:00

Have you seen a little girl? Short, black hair? About seven years old?

I gotta pee.

2009-08-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

I wonder if I have used that as a title before. I wouldn't be surprised honestly.

I'm looking forward to this week for reasons that may sound a bit boring. Such as working on my first photography class assignment, working on a few projects I've left on the back burner, and cleaning out my back room. (back room is this.)

That last one is the one I look most forward to while also slightly dreading. I'm a bit of a hoarder I admit it. I lost so many things on the move back here a few years ago I feel the need to hold onto whatever I own. But! I must throw out everything possible. The basic rules are; Do you remember this? Have you actually used said item in the past year? Is there any reason at all to keep this?

I have a giant garbage bag full of clothes I haven't used in a good 3-4 months. Sorting through these things will be hell for me. "But but but this is what I wore when we went to Olive Garden & he choked on the breadsticks & I got soda up my nose!"
I'm a sentimental person damn it... IN THE GARBAGE! Or... well, into the bin to be sold this coming weekend.

BIG GARAGE SALE AT MY HOUSE!
COME BUY MY PERSONAL BELONGINGS!
BRING ME A HOT CHOCOLATE & I'LL GIVE YOU A HANDY BEHIND THE HOUSE!

*cough*

That's it.

Nerd note

2009-08-22T17:47:00.000-07:00

This cartoon makes me kinda sad actually.

I'm thinking of dropping ballet class. Why? Because even after the most basic of yoga classes it feels like I busted my ankle all over again. And I don't believe it's up to the task as of yet. I still very much want to, I just have to work my way up.

But in all honesty, I feel like a giant disappointment. I know that I shouldn't but I do.

Now go stretch

2009-08-19T20:23:00.000-07:00

Who'da thunk it, she can smile!

Matthew Lillard's spit

2009-08-17T21:09:00.000-07:00

ONLY POSERS FUCKIN DIE!

Fook you I don't have to explain this. *cough*

You would cry too if it happened to you

2009-08-12T20:18:00.000-07:00

Today's been a bit odd I think I've gone through a pretty good stream of emotions for one day.

Sleepy. Satisfied. Exhausted. Happy. Thirsty. Cried. Smiled. Upset. Pleased. Depressed. Hopeful.
And I honestly don't care if one of those isn't an emotion. You shut up.

I'm kind of not looking very forward to my birthday to be honest. It seems as though every year by the end of the night I'm crying (go ahead go ahead & sing to yourself "It's my party & I'll cry if I want to"). Though I am hopeful that there will be some moments worth remembering.

I used to make little lists of things I would like for my birthday (I never give them to anyone I just like doing it) but this year I haven't really wrote it out. I mean ok yes I dearly want a corset, I'll admit it. I have this dream photo in my head of me in a corset and bustle, possibly with a top hat, boot like heels, and scarlet-esqe make up. (Basically this is what I'm talking about) So far I have the wig. A girl can dream right?

Pancakes for dinner

2009-08-10T21:06:00.000-07:00

The princess wasn't really dead. She just liked to daydream a lot.

This is for me.

2009-08-06T20:52:00.000-07:00

But you can listen too if you'd like.

I like this.

I don't feel so good.

New looks

2009-08-02T21:30:00.000-07:00

I wonder sometimes when I'm having sex during my period when it's really wet if it's mainly me (because I do get quite horny during this week) or if I'm just bleeding profusely. And if I was bleeding profusely I think it would be rather funny if after the man was done & pulled out I would look down on his unit and say "Wow. That's a lot more blood than usual. ...I think... I think the right side of my body is going numb....gguuuuuhhh." And I would then fall over and begin to seize.

These are the thoughts that go through my head when having sex.

No one in my family has ever seen a psychiatrist... except of course, when they were institutionalized

2009-08-01T17:39:00.000-07:00

In a few weeks it'll be my 21st birthday. I had hoped that I would have my drivers license by then but at the moment that doesn't look like it's going to happen. I am trying but it is quite hard to get over one of your worst fears. So when it happens it happens basically.

I don't plan on anything really. I won't booze myself into a stupor because I don't even like drinking in the first place. What I'd like is a ride on the carousel and a bowl of chocolate ice cream. Maybe I'll wear a tiara.

I'm pretty boring huh? Ah well.

Fears

2009-07-28T21:30:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid of bees, (I've never been stung) that their sting will give me some massive insane reaction that will kill me, painfully.

I'm afraid of driving, huge hulking metal death machines that I'm supposed to operate with ease.

I'm afraid of men (friend, love interest, or otherwise) hitting me, throwing me into the wall, and kicking me in the stomach.

I'm afraid of the dark, and the monsters that lurk in the shadows.

I like clean things.

2009-07-27T23:08:00.000-07:00

Freshly laundered sheets.
Ultra minty toothpaste.
Brand new socks.
Undies right out of the dryer. (It's like getting a crotch hug!)
Irish Spring soap lathered up in the shower.

I also like almonds.

Like what?

2009-07-26T23:09:00.000-07:00

Man I want my hair back.

Teehee

2009-07-23T16:12:00.001-07:00

Headache

2009-07-23T13:24:00.000-07:00

Have you ever really felt like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed? Even though your bed is pushed up against a wall and there's only one side to "wake up" on. That every time you pass a mirror you're really not sure who that is. And you're not really sure why you're so frustrated and upset but you think it might be due to the lack of sleep. What's funny is that I don't feel sleep deprived.

It's just one of those really off days I suppose. So I will put on my new wig and my pink heart glasses and pretend to be someone else for awhile.

I need help

2009-07-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

I give, ok?

I gotta pee

2009-07-20T22:59:00.000-07:00

Spinnerette is in my city tonight but I am home. I suck. *sigh*

EDIT: I should fix this but I'm pretty sure this will hold true next week as well. I think I kinda just don't care anymore.

Why doesn't my guinea pig sound like Tracy Morgan?

2009-07-19T21:59:00.000-07:00

If I throw my guinea pig off the roof of the house will he float down with a parachute like in the movie? I'm gonna go try it out.

And your photos suck too.

2009-07-17T23:52:00.000-07:00

Because I look better without a face.

Paper cuts

2009-07-15T23:48:00.000-07:00

"All the same," said the Scarecrow, "I shall ask for brains instead of a heart: for a fool would not know what to do with a heart if he had one."

"I shall take the heart," returned the Tin Woodman; "for brains do not make one happy, and happiness is the best thing in the world."

Dorothy did not say anything, for she was puzzled to know which of her two friends was right.

Currently listening to...

2009-07-13T21:52:00.000-07:00

Hole - Best Sunday Dress

Love muscle

2009-07-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

House waiting sucks. I know it's a complicated procedure but still why does it take so long? They accepted our offer and now what? Complete silence! Oh this kills me. And I need to take measurements of my room. I REALLY NEED TO. I can't configure the layout and if I can't configure the layout the earth will implode. Implode? Implode.

Bed goes here. Mirror goes there. Push desk over there. Bookshelf cabinet that-a-way.

Until I measure the room it will drive me mad.

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First "official" (as in I have to pay for it) driving lesson tomorrow. I'm nervous. Futz...

WAIT WTF?!

One of the best moments in movie history. Ok I'm calmed a bit.

Almonds

2009-07-12T21:29:00.000-07:00

I want my hair back. Give me my hair back you fiends!

I don't hate the hawk, I don't. And it was something I NEEDED to do. And I'm glad i did it. But I miss my regular short hair. Give me back my retarded A-line cut with wispy bangs back!

Just a few months and I'm sure I'll be crying for my hawk back.

*sigh*

EDIT - Today is quite hot and I am glad to have very short hair. See how things change so easily?

Hormonal

2009-07-10T22:41:00.000-07:00

I'm reminiscing of playing jump rope as a child. Songs that made no sense. The tense-ness of it being your turn to jump in. Oh the frustration of fumbling it up. But the victorious feeling of getting 20 jumps in. I miss it.

Cinderella dressed in yellow,
Went downstairs to kiss her fellow,
Made a mistake and kissed a snake.
How many doctors did it take...

I never learned how to do double dutch though.

Today though I'm just really upset and I'd like to blame my girly hormones. This sinking feeling deep deep deep & I'd like to hide out under some blanket cave for awhile. I feel just awful.

And I'm sorry.

Fuzzy

2009-07-08T17:49:00.000-07:00

Where the fuck did this chocolate come from and why is it all over my bag?!

Kinda bummed.

2009-07-01T23:43:00.000-07:00

For the silliest reason too. I don't feel pretty. As in no ones said I look pretty since I got my haircut. I've gotten "it looks awesome" "it works on you" "rocks dude" but no pretty. I know I sound incredibly vain but give me this moment to, because I never fucking am. Every other sentence of mine I ever say is self deprecating for fear the world will stop spinning. It's not that I hate this haircut, I don't, I'm just feeling off.

So yes, I feel kind of bummed. Kind of awkward.

Just not pretty.

Mr. Bubble

2009-07-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

This may seem silly but this is like one of the dream items I've always ALWAYS wanted. And without a good bit of reconstruction it won't fit into my possible new bathroom. *sigh*

No I haven't seen Transformers 2 yet.

2009-06-30T21:00:00.000-07:00

But I will eventually. (I love to hate you Michael Bay, I really do.)

Anyways! I'm very excited/interested in this movie.

Bad cough

2009-06-29T22:29:00.000-07:00

I cut my hair. I got a hawk. But that isn't much of an interesting story. I went it and said "Just chop it all off. RAWWWWRRRRHAWWWWK!!!" I didn't even stay in the city as long as I'd like. Ankles. Ankles. Ankles.

So apparently we got a house in Pittsburg. It's a nifty little fix-er-up-er. My room is a basement apartment-esque type of thing. Since when do they allow basements in California? It looks a bit blegh from the outside but inside it reminds me of a lot of SF homes. I don't wanna mention much because all houses seem to slip through our fingers.

Also I'm aching like hell.

My body's falling apart but that's ok.

2009-06-29T00:16:00.000-07:00

And I know. I know that the answer is to eat healthy and actual meals. So my bones wont ache. So I don't look so sickly. So I won't cough incessantly. But we all have self destructive tendencies. So we're not that dick who loves themselves and no one can stand to be around. It doesn't look that fun being perfect, this coming from a perfectionist.

I'm getting fat & it sucks.

2009-06-27T22:02:00.000-07:00

*sigh*

I am sad

2009-06-26T11:28:00.000-07:00

It's like the world has become dimmer & music has lost it's flavor.

I brought this on myself!

2009-06-25T10:23:00.000-07:00

I have things to write about but that will be later.

Orson Welles porn

2009-06-24T19:09:00.000-07:00

Like the others. Like the others.

"If I had a dollar for every time someone added me on Flickr who's photostream was filled with naked tranny pics of themselves, I'd have a nice pair of shoes so the foot fetishists would leave me alone." - Myself. (Yea I fucking quoted myself. Eat it.)

Impaler

2009-06-20T13:27:00.000-07:00

OMG IM TIRED.

2009-06-17T19:15:00.000-07:00

Some notes from today during another day of house shopping:

- My mother can't put her seat belt on herself because her ass is too huge. I have to help her before she throws a toddler fit and gives up on wearing one at all. Please kill me.

- Second house - Shit floorplan. Plastic siding? Carpet needs to be replaced (wtf purple?) D

- Sixth house - Smells like cats. Tiny rooms. Guy wiping face with shirt, nuff said. F

- I think I'm going to throw up.

- Seat belt. Seat belt. Seat belt.

- I'd like a fish gun.

One more thing

2009-06-16T20:50:00.000-07:00

I demand you listen to this!

Night.

The almighty 42

2009-06-16T18:49:00.000-07:00

42 days left of my 365 and I feel like I should say something.

JESUSFUCKWHENISITGONNABEOVER!?

Ehem. It's been interesting. Frustrating. But I'm incredibly happy that I decided to do it. I feel a much stronger confidence in my photography and it's really neat to be able to see the development of how my shots have gotten better over time. It's even been a real theraputic process whether a basic upset shot or just getting frustration out by putting together a more intricate photo.

And it's been a great excuse not to wear pants.
Speaking of this site right here is a really neat way to see all of someones flickr shots. Apparently out of my 10 most "interesting photos" 5 of them I'm pantless. I'm forseeing a theme in my next years 365.

Also more sharks.

Aw look she's sad. Go choke emo kid.

2009-06-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

.

I've bitten my lips raw. I can't help that shit.

Hey listen to this ok?

This set actually turned out pretty awesome, I think anyways. Usually red lipstick makes me look like a fucking idiot. Or a whore. Take your pick.

just not how its done

2009-06-15T11:26:00.000-07:00

Saturday 5 or 6 AM at an ihop in SF.

Me: I believe in fortune cookies...
S: They (the cookies) are about to die (be eaten) why tell the truth?
Me: A moment of clarity before death.

I'm that idiot that hopes for the best in everything.

Not that awkward

2009-06-10T21:51:00.000-07:00

I underestimate my fathers sense of humor and how close it can be to my own. Watching Feast 2 (a second viewing was needed ppl!) And my father decided to come in and watch. Apparently we can both laugh hysterically at monsters jizzing all over chicks faces who then vomit uncontrollably and babies being thrown into the air, landing hard on the cement with a splat and then get eaten by monsters.

We are horrible people.

Oh oh oh

2009-06-10T20:25:00.000-07:00

My banner is funny cause that's a typewriter and this is the internet. Lulz

Mow them all down

2009-06-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

I'm putting together a crappy little make shift work desk/station set up. It gives me an excuse to throw my old posters on the walls.

I haven't really done so now but I used to print out tons and tons of pictures of my favorite artists photographs or drawings and put them all over my walls. Because I'm sorry but a 15 year old just doesn't have any money to buy your prints.

I'm as disappointed as you are.

(Technically I didn't have my own room when I was 15 but you get the idea) It made me think though, it would be really neat to achieve that someday, to have some photo I took on some kids (or anyone really) wall.

Tomorrow's Tuesday. Did you know?

I like ridiculous things.

2009-06-08T14:51:00.000-07:00

So basically....

I would like to spend the day riding around in these

Then drive home in this

And go to sleep on this

Moose dance

2009-06-05T09:54:00.000-07:00

I'm not quite sure why one of the automatic responses to being upset is to gorge yourself.
What I'd like today?
Nations for breakfast
A giant milkshake
Wendys for lunch with a side of McDonalds
Another giant milkshake
Panda Express for dinner
Two more giant milkshakes

Toss in a bucket of popcorn somewhere in there too.

My secret shame

2009-06-04T22:26:00.000-07:00

One other thing!

2009-06-03T21:21:00.000-07:00

That new banner looks a million times better on my mac than my pc. Fuck.
-.-

Secret elbow

2009-06-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

I haven't written in awhile I admit. But it's the start of a new month & I feel like it's time to start rambling.

As a few know already I went on a trip to Germany for two weeks with my parents (oh boy!)in the beginning of May. And honestly? I have no super OMFGSHARKSWITHLAZERS stories. Really. It was peaceful. I ate cake. I didn't meet some gorgeous guy who swept me off my feet & we spent the next two weeks bumping uglies. Who I'm now carrying our love baby Hans Fritz Karphfluffel. No. Nothing that spectacular. I did meet a guy with enormous biceps, who I can only assume wrestles bears for a living. (Damn that language gap). And me being me instead of thinking "oooo i'd like to rip that fuckers clothes off with my teeth" I was like "Dude I wanna see how far you can throw me! Your arms are fucking huge!" Over muscular men are frightening. Just saying. And I have the mind of a 10 year old. Woop woop.

Currently I'm in a slump photography wise. It's embarrassing really. Face shot. Face shot. Face shot. I mean the finish line is over there! I can fucking see it! Like 50 or so shots left! But at the moment it's very much "Hey how bout a picture of my hand?" I'm not quite sure what it is that's got me blegh. My dreams have been vivid & interesting (Going from brightly colored sex dream to horror/snuff film esque blood & gore all in the matter of 3 days!). But I grab my camera & have nothing.

I lurve me some black and white.

The last train out of any station will not be full of nice guys.

2009-05-02T11:16:00.000-07:00

Stylefag

2009-04-29T18:52:00.000-07:00

Currently - I love livin' in the city by Fear

This site looks like crap on a pc. Alot of sites actually look like crap on a pc. Dear God I'm becoming one of those Mac people. (Except the glass stairs in the Apple store in mid SF freak me out. Or make me dizzy. One of the two.)

I wish I could sing better. I sound like a broken wannabe indie girl but she can't play any instruments. I have a camera though & take some some pretty nifty pictures.

cause im a nerd

2009-04-29T13:24:00.000-07:00

And I wanna see how well my new phone works.

Hmmm

2009-04-23T21:43:00.000-07:00

I wonder how many people know The Facts of Life theme song compared to actually watching the show. Yes I used to watch the show. Jo was fuckin hot yo. Just sayin. Her and Blair were totally messing around and you know it. Fuck I'm a loser.

Big reach

2009-04-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

I'm dying for it. Pretty please, oh big wizard in the sky?