Vampire boy

Or that's what I think he looks like.

Oh I so did

And bashed my head into the wall too I did. *sigh*

Well that's one assignment down, three to go.

Pink bike

Could I have a cupcake?

Truthfully I'm quite happy that Christmas break is over. It was terrible. I can't wait to start working again and getting my hands on studio lights. *drools*

Photoshop

Studio lighting

Basic design

Photography history

My brain's going to explode!

Ra

I haven't written in forever!

Godzilla 2000

Today has been a really good day. And for no real reason. There have been little ups and downs and really it was your average day but for once.... I honestly feel really great.

Hey Hey now

Changes whoa whoa whoa.

Now go stretch

Who'da thunk it, she can smile!

Aw look she's sad. Go choke emo kid.

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I've bitten my lips raw. I can't help that shit.

Hey listen to this ok?


This set actually turned out pretty awesome, I think anyways. Usually red lipstick makes me look like a fucking idiot. Or a whore. Take your pick.

I like ridiculous things.

So basically....

I would like to spend the day riding around in these





Then drive home in this





And go to sleep on this

The last train out of any station will not be full of nice guys.

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Stylefag

Currently - I love livin' in the city by Fear

This site looks like crap on a pc. Alot of sites actually look like crap on a pc. Dear God I'm becoming one of those Mac people. (Except the glass stairs in the Apple store in mid SF freak me out. Or make me dizzy. One of the two.)

I wish I could sing better. I sound like a broken wannabe indie girl but she can't play any instruments. I have a camera though & take some some pretty nifty pictures.

Your name is Buck & you like to ....party?

Sick day. Kill Bill's on tv and edited to hell. Fuck it's a comedy.

Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living; it’s a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope.

Generally I'm pretty open to talking about everything. I'm never quite sure I'm going to wake up in the morning so why not? But there are a handful of things I've bitten my tongue on. And it's not a matter of having the courage it's a matter of knowing what's the best thing to do. Not necessarily for myself but for everyone. And well duh I'm not going to talk about them here.

Here's a little piece of WTF:

You know a few years ago I saw a picture of my (at the time) boyfriends mother naked. In a very glamour-esqe shot too. And you know what? She was fucking hot. Like to a level that I will never in my life ever be able to achieve. Do you know how depressing it was to know that? And how awkward it was every time I saw her after that? I remember someone telling me maybe he likes you because you're more homely looking. Yea. That cheered me up.

I've read a lot of books, so I know bunches of stuff that sounds like it could be true.

Collect collect collect

Rest is for the week

Supposedly I have a concussion. There is no real way to just get rid of it besides just resting. What what what? I really don't wanna be resting I want to be working. The trouble is that this is effecting my works. I get tired, dizzy, nauseous, and am forced to lay down. Shit.

In other news I'm kinda excited about the art school thing on Saturday but I know art schools. Lets put on a show and try to tell you your life savings plus $50k (or some fucking crazy amount) are just droplets in the pond of wealth you'll be making after you graduate. Hi my name's Redd I'll be taking your senior pictures. I'm not trying to be a pessimist I just don't look forward to the money situation that will surely come up.

I have beautiful lips.
I have a damn awesome hourglass figure.
Yet. I feel damn ugly.

Tornado

Currently Beggar's Prayer by Emiliana Torrini

Wise up

Tonight's been a little weird. I watched SLC Punk with S. It's lost some of it's flavor from my first time watching it when I was... 15? But at that time almost all I would listen to was punk. Remember finding that guy in the garage? It's all one big circle.
I've also gotten a barrage of messages from a certain male who now won't leave me alone. Sorry just won't cut it. I'm not as stupid as I pretend to be.

Exploded soda on the door from months ago.

yawntastic

Turn the lights off.